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                                                                                                                                  THE PRESENCE of the FBI at the Jersey City Medical Center, and what happened there was real, and is documented by a bill I received from a doctor for her services, and also by the fact that I can describe how the agents were dressed: they were wearing navy blue uniforms, with FBI in big white letters on the front and back. Medical personnel with them were dressed entirely in white. Unexplained aspects of that situation are detailed in "MY INSANITY DISPROVEN", under "about".                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   HARASSMENT BY PUERTO RICANS for several months with the statement, "We're not going to take away your testosterone!", preceeded a drastic and abnormal lowering of my testosterone levels, as determined by routine blood tests ordered by Dr. Elliot Steigman, M.D., a urologist. Dr. Steigman indicated to me that he did not understand such a rapid, significant loss of the hormone from my bloodstream. He listed the condition in medical records as "hypogonadism".                      The criminals also interfered with my receiving the hormone on time, from Bond Drug in Jersey City, NJ, in a necessary supplement, as prescribed by Dr. Steigman. This situation is described more fully in "medications", under "contact".                                                                                                   A recent blood test, done on June 2, 2014, following my removal from the testosterone supplement for 3 months, due to a risk of heart attack or stroke from such medications, indicated a level of 70. Acceptable levels range from the low 200s to the high 800s.                           Dr. Steigman has resumed prescribing the supplement, because what would happen medically without it, far outweighs the risk of stroke or heart failure.                                                                                                                                      Bond Drug, on Central Avenue, in Jersey City, NJ, has failed to fill this prescription, which I presented to them yesterday afternoon, June 16, 2014. For numerous such delays by Bond with vital prescriptions and refills, see "medications", under "contact". These delays put me at higher risk for severe damage or death, and considered together, are obviously deliberate. Many of the felons presently living at Muhlenberg Gardens use Bond Drug. I have often been harassed at Bond Drug by both employees and customers. As of December 10, 2016, Bond Drug has filled once only, a prescription for testosterone indicating four refills, written by Dr. Steigman and given to Bond previously, to be put on file. Employees at Bond Drug told me to go to Dr. Steigman for a new prescription! I was not scheduled to see him until March 13, 2017, and he prescribed sufficient refills until then. Today, December 15, 2016, I gave Bond Drug the new prescription which I obtained from Dr. Steigman. It specifies 4 refills.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   EFFORTS TO CAUSE MY DEATH by nurses at the Jersey City Medical Center on a previous occasion, who had to have known that I was hospitalized there with symptoms of heart failure, and harassed me constantly, resulted in serious pain for 30 or 40 seconds, starting on both sides of my upper chest and back, spreading to both sides of my neck, and then to both sides of my jaw, before subsiding. I am certain that any cardiologist will recognize those symptoms as indicating a heart attack.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    STATEMENTS BY PUERTO RICANS at Muhlenberg Gardens concerning damaging my intestines, were followed by the occurrence of severe pain, lasting for 20 minutes, which forced me to get out of bed and to sit in a chair. I have also had problems when eliminating waste. But threats being made, followed by events confirming them, does not prove causality.                                                                                                                                                                                               CONSTANT HARASSMENT CENTERED UPON claims by these people of "leaving (their) bodies" to rape me, and to violate my rectum and intestines with foreign objects, so as to prevent erections, damage my intestines and reproductive system, etc., has resulted in my feeling those violations physically:*                                                                                                                                                                                              ACTUAL PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS, precluding schizophrenia, include moderate to severe pain in my rectum; the absence of semen when ejaculating, but no pain, ruling out prostatitis, and indicating possible damage to the seminal vesicles; diminished sex drive, and poor sexual performance; inability to walk properly, including difficulty maintaining proper balance, which is usually symptomatic of severe molestation; abnormal tightness of muscles in the lower abdomen; body fatigue and weakness; frequent excessive flatulence; straining to void, which affects an enlarging abdominal hernia; abnormal width and thickness of stool upon voiding, indicating abnormal widening of the intestines; abnormal widening of the rectum, as indicated by a Digital Rectal Examination done by Dr. Shaik Abubakar, M.D.; and pain upon penetration by a partner, which was never there on previous occasions. These symptoms require diagnostic tests, and treatment, by specialists. I will obtain referrals from my primary care provider tomorrow, July 5, 2013. I will post test results here, when available.                                                                                                                                                                                 ******As of today, June 11, 2015, I have been unable to eliminate solid waste for 5 days. This is usually symptomatic of an intestinal blockage. I have been eating normal meals. I will go to Christ Hospital's emergency room. Once again, threats being made by the criminals have come true. I will post test results here when available.                                                                                                        Subsequent results of a catscan showed no abdominal obstruction. The doctor stated that she did not know what had caused the symptoms.******                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        As of July 26, 2013, several of these local doctors have evaded doing tests. The urologist told me, on the phone, not to worry at all about the absent semen, and the primary care provider refused to write a referral to a specialist for tests on my damaged right arm, and offered me pain killers instead. Pain is an indication of injury. I have neurological problems, and my arms were paralyzed at Christ Hospital in Jersey City. The criminals have spoken of causing the paralysis to reoccur. Shouting at them causes straining, compressing the nerve roots in my neck which were damaged, causing the paralysis.                          All of these doctors know what is going on. I am harassed in their offices, by both their patients and their staff. They are aware of this website, and of the importance in law of the results of diagnostic tests as evidence, in the same way that the local police know that police reports are evidence.                                                                                                                   Dr. Joseph Saleeb, M.D., who preceeded Dr. Kermit Gandhi as my primary care provider, did nothing to stop my being harassed by his staff and patients, at his Jersey City, NJ, and Bayonne, NJ, offices. He instead ordered diagnostic tests to determine how seriously I had been injured by those victimizing me. A request by Dr. Saleeb for a nuclear medicine stress test, was denied by my HMO.                                                                                     Dr. Kermit Gandhi, M.D., my primary care provider prior to Dr. Abubakar, told a Puerto Rican medical biller working for him, that whites had looted India. Dr. Gandhi harassed me at his office, along with staff and patients, provided insufficient blood pressure medications, and both he and Bond Drug caused delays in filling prescriptions, while other criminals kept telling me, "We're not going to cause a stroke!". Such delays appear in billing information supplied to government insurance for payment.            On one occasion, Dr. Gandhi said to a Puerto Rican patient, "I can't do that! I'll lose my license!". On another occasion, he saluted me and called me "Sahib". The anti-white ridicule was unmistakeable. A female patient, with a dot applied to her forehead, said to me, in Dr. Gandhi's waiting room, "You took our country from us! Now you know why we don't like whites!".                 Dr. Shaik Abubakar, M.D., my primary care provider, ridiculed the heart attack symptoms caused by staff at the Jersey City Medical Center, while speaking with a drug company representative, a Puerto Rican.                  They both laughed at attempted murder! The same doctor wanted me to go through surgery, to cure a lump which was merely an infection. I told him to prescribe antibiotics, which solved the problem.                                                                                                                                                                     These people are using medicine, and hospitals, to commit crimes. I am surrounded by them at local hospitals. Their last attempt to successfully commit federal crimes resulted in FBI intervention at the Jersey City Medical Center. See above. See also "MY INSANITY DISPROVEN", under "about".                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      A follow-up office visit on September 9, 2013, after a colonoscopy performed by Dr. Alaa S. Eldin, M.D., revealed the presence of Diverticulosis. A colonoscopy does not test for the intestinal and rectal symptoms mentioned above.                                                      Dr. Eldin also prescribed Polyethylene Glycol and fiber as a treatment for "constipation", which has persisted for several years, with constant straining to void. The constancy and duration of the uncured symptoms indicates a serious colorectal problem which is being left untreated.        Dr. Eldin is more recently (Sept. 2015) treating the condition with Polyethylene Glycol, Lactulose Solution, Colace, and olive oil. The symptoms persist.          On July 11, 2016, Dr. Eldin added the prescription drug "Amitiza" to the treatment.          More recently (Jan. 2017) the prescription drug "Linzess" has been added to the "Amitiza".          As of Jan. 2018, the treatment consists of Colace and Amitiza. I still must strain to void.          As of Nov. 2018, the problem persists, and is being treated with olive oil, Lactulose Solution, Colace, Amitiza, and IBgard. Strainig to void remains severe. Straining to void has damaged muscles in my back, which contributes to my being unable to raise my arms above my head.          As of Aug. 2020, Dr. Eldin is treating the intestinal symptoms with Amitiza, Lactulose Solution, and Colace. The straining to void represents a chronic, severe problem.          Since January 28, 2016, the flesh surrounding my rectum is noticeably deformed. The tissues are sunken, and the skin hangs in folds. I will seek advice from Dr. Eldin. The criminals have made the statements, "We're not going to give you colorectal cancer!", on a subway train pulling into Manhattan from Brooklyn, and at Muhlenberg Gardens, "We're not going to stop shoving things up your ass!".                                                                                                                                                                                                                               Other statements made by the criminals about removing male hormone, and widening my rectum, are confirmed by subsequent medical tests. This has happened 6 times with different medical problems. The mathematical odds against 6 such consecutive occurrences being coincidental, are enormous, but the fact that something is highly unlikely, does not make it impossible.                                                                                                                                                                                                 See "BIZARRE CRIMINAL THOUGHT", and "DARK MATTER AND LEAVING YOUR BODY", under "about", for a balanced treatment of such matters.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           A CLAIM BY THE CRIMINALS of insanity on my part, would leave open to question their efforts to cause such insanity, and would not invalidate the evidence for their other crimes, with which anyone could be victimized, and which do not depend upon the psychology of the victim (i.e. gunshots, assaults, "accidents", etc.). And their failed commitment attempts are a matter of record, including the one during which Jersey City police shackled me naked. The shackles locked. Shackles are made of hardened steel, so that escaped prisoners cannot cut them off. It took a cop, a Puerto Rican, 30 minutes to unlock the shackle on my left wrist. It had jammed. My hand was numb. The occurrence of gangrene due to the absence of circulation of blood, would have necessitated amputation. The criminals are "playing with fire", and refuse to stop. See "GOON SQUAD", under "contact".                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             ALSO NOTE that the term "schizophrenia" covers a wide range of specific types of symptoms. The criminals assumed the term to denote "voices", "visions", "delusional systems", and imaginary "violations of one's mind and body". MY ILLNESS, which was in remission in 1968, the year of my release, had no such symptoms, as is indicated in records written at Trenton Psychiatric Hospital from 1966 to 1968, and subsequently stored there. I recovered in 2 1/2 years.                                              The occurrence of such symptoms as those being claimed by the criminals now, would establish a totally new diagnosis, which is impossible. Mental diseases do not mutate into other mental diseases, just as epilepsy doesn't mutate into diabetes. And just as physical diseases have more than one detectable symptom, mental diseases are also diagnosed using this characteristic. Numerous symptoms, not merely one, must be present as indicating specific categories of mental illness. If a defendant claims to not know right from wrong, doctors working for a court will examine other aspects of his mind. If his mind is normal in other ways, he cannot be legally insane.             The criminals are calling me crazy, while examinations at hospitals reveal no illness. And a psychiatrist whom I see once every three months, to obtain a pill used for sleep, at a dosage far below that required to treat mental illness, is reporting to the government that I am well. There is no therapy, and no treatment of illness with medication. THERE IS NO ILLNESS! The felons are attempting to use psychiatry as a weapon with which to victimize me, and have mistaken ideas about illness. Note their statements, "We'll find a weakness!", "You're not a schizophrenic!", and, "You're not a gay!". The criminals see a former condition of mental illness, and a gay sexual orientation which they forced upon me, as weaknesses to be exploited.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           HARASSMENT from apartments surrounding my own, forcing me to yell, often caused serious pain in my head. And my eyes would ache. Changes in vision have resulted in a diagnosis of Advanced Macular Degeneration, i.e. wet-AMD, the worst type, which progresses to blindness. Wet-AMD results from bleeding, or the release of other fluids, by retinal cells, due to abnormal blood vessel growth beneath the macula. The progression of this condition is worsened by excessive blood pressure in the eye. Prior to the AMD, increased blood pressure from harassment, caused a blood vessel to rupture in my left eye. The injury was treated by Dr. Bhupendra Vora, M.D., an opthalmologist, who also did laser surgery on both eyes, and referred me to Dr. Minhee Cho, M.D., the retina specialist treating the AMD with injections into the eye, and also with vitamins, marketed for treatment of this condition, under the brand name "PreserVision AREDS 2". Visits to Dr. Cho always include a test by a technician of pressure in the eye, a factor affecting wet-AMD.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         TODAY, September 18, 2013, a Puerto Rican medical biller at Dr. Cho's office, notified me that my treatment, which was necessary to prevent a rapid progression of the AMD to blindness, has been cancelled. The reason given was that my government medical insurance does not cover the medication with which the doctor was injecting the damaged eye.                                                                                                                                             The medical biller handed me an application form for charity care. I filled out the form and returned it to Doctor Cho's office by mail.                     The same employee also claimed that I had missed my appointment, and that it was for the morning. The appointment card in my wallet clearly indicates 9/18/13 at 1:30 pm. I arrived at Dr. Cho's office at 1:00 pm on that day.                                                                                                                                               To date, I have received no notification from the government insurance carrier of payment to the doctor being denied. I always receive such notifications of rejected claims, which are required by law, both to protect my rights, and to allow for an appeals process.                        A patient cannot legally be allowed to die, due to failure to provide necessary life-saving medical care, but he can be allowed to go blind? My eyesight could last for years with the necessary treatment!                      Dr. Cho's office address in Jersey City is: VRA, Vitreo-Retinal Associates, 600 Pavonia Avenue, 4th floor, Jersey City, NJ 07306.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            All of these people are doing whatever they want, but their actions are being published here on the internet.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           ****DR. CHO will continue to provide treatment, and the Chronic Disease Fund has authorized payment for the medication in question. I received a membership card today, October 15, 2013, from the fund.****                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               ****DR. CHO indicated to me, following an extensive eye examination on Feb. 26, 2014, that my eyesight could last for an indeterminate length of time, with continued treatment. Dr. Cho has relocated her offices, and I am presently seeing Dr. Pitta (December, 2015).****                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               The wet-AMD is present in the right eye, which will go blind. The left eye, presently unaffected, has a 50/50 chance of contracting the condition within the next 5 years, but must eventually contract it, and go blind also.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       ******As of July, 2017, I have blindness in the center of vision of my left eye. I can neither see print, nor anything directly ahead of my center of vision, with the damaged eye.******                                                                                                                                                                             ******As of August 28, 2017, the condition causing the damage has been diagnosed in both eyes, which are being injected with medication by retina specialists.******                                                                                                                                                                                         ******As of November, 2018, both eyes are still being injected with medication by Dr. Lee, a retina specialist.******                                                                                                                                                                 ******As of July, 2023, Dr. Lee is continuing to inject both eyes with medication.******                                                                                                                                                                                                                    See "UPON MY BEING MAIMED", under "home".                                                                                                                                                     THE FELONS refuse to stop the aggravated harassment, an offense punishable with prison terms upon conviction. They are receiving help from the authorities in this geographical area, and they know it. I will go blind now. They have deliberately maimed me. They speak of being proud of having done so, and of having turned me into an old man.                                                                                                                                   I AM INCLUDING the items on this page, a few of which are less conclusive than those on other pages, and may weaken my credibility with certain readers, because the events occurred as described. The point is to describe all of what has happened as completely as possible, not to write convincing propaganda, presenting only those items highly favorable to an argument.                                                                                                                                                                                                     IT IS REASONABLE to assume that a few items, on such a large website, would be mistaken, while bearing in mind that a few mistakes do not invalidate the entire contents of a site.                                                                                                                                                                   ALTHOUGH I consider "criminal" mind to be a species distinct from "civilized" mind, I do not believe in the "mind-body dichotomy". Both mind and body are aspects of one complex organism, and the well-being of either can affect the well-being of the other. Attacks subjecting me to trauma and stress, both physically and mentally, are aimed at weakening me, so as to render me more susceptible to further victimization, serious illness, and death.                                                                                                                                                                                                  WITNESS the statement, at Muhlenberg Gardens, "We'll find a weakness!", and at Crunch gym, at Lafayette Street in Manhattan: "They threw everything at him but the KITCHEN SINK!" - "They're PUERTO RICANS! They know how to get what they want!".                                            ALSO NOTE my being victimized with lethal weapons, with severe injuries, with attempts at psychiatric confinement, with sex crimes, eviction attempts, robberies, etc.                                                                                                                                                                                                         IDEAS ABOUT "leaving (their) bodies" to do damage, are being introduced into this situation by the criminals, not by myself. Actual symptoms, and test results, following specific threats, appear to confirm those threats as having been carried out. I have no explanation for this. Note, however, that these are elements of a larger situation described on this site, which always involves damage being done to me by the felons.                      I have never claimed that these people were definitely leaving their bodies: I have noted that certain feelings in my own body, followed by a syndrome of symptoms, and test results, seemed to confirm certain threats as being valid. Also note additional information from known sources, on "DARK MATTER AND LEAVING YOUR BODY", under "about".                    This issue is ultimately unresolvable. Conclusive evidence is unattainable, due to the nature of what is being considered.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 THE CRIMINALS are consistently focused upon victimizing me, both physically and mentally, and in terms of financial resources. I have wanted no part of this, and am being forced into necessary self-defense. I am publishing this website as a "last resort": I cannot prevent the perpetration of these crimes, but I can at least try to bring those responsible to justice. ​                                                                                                                                                                                                                          THE PEOPLE HERE are criminally insane. This entire situation, occurring for more than 41 years, should not be happening, and would not happen in a sane environment. I have advised people elsewhere to avoid New York City, and the surrounding area, for that reason. Danger of which visitors are unaware, or against which they have no defense, can harm them. The criminals here have also shown indications of a widespread subversive affiliation,** and are all really crazy. They see their thinking and behavior as being normal for themselves.                                                                                                                                                                             *these physical feelings could have medical causes, however. I lack expertise in such matters.                                                                                                                                                                                                                        **for information on subversion, see "THE IDENTITY OF FEARLESS LEADER", "MY WORLD AND WELCOME TO IT", and "ON TERRORISTS AND THERAPISTS", under "home"; and "MY INSANITY DISPROVEN", under "about".                                                                                                                                                                                                              See "BIZARRE CRIMINAL THOUGHT", "DARK MATTER AND LEAVING YOUR BODY", and "THREATS-HALLUCINATIONS-DAMAGE-TESTS-DIAGNOSES-TREATMENTS", under "about"; and "medications", under "contact".